Everything was returning to normal. Well, my normal. Balance scales not tipping in any one direction, sense of acceptance and appreciation, rhythm and routine. Maybe even, (gasp!) getting in touch. And now more obstacles. Blah, the one thing that I did not want to compromise. It is inherently a problem in itself, but also triggers a chain of more negative reactions. Hate feeling helpless. Crazy child.
"Once you can identify the connections between things that are happening in your life, your emotional reactions to them and your disordered behavioral reactions, you can start to change the behavior part".That's what makes it harder for me than for most people, I think. Some voices just don't let go completely. One setback means big protest.
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